hey to the one who reads this blog.

no, not just any one. in reference to mr chai wei lun.

i no longer host my 2003 blog on this URL.

don't you think i'm up at weird times for nothing, again. i just saw you out of my door. to be honest, this is the first time i have slept without a inhibitations with you. previously, i've always been half awake with worry, that you'd be uncomfortable, or my hair wa tickling your face. but this time it was all warmth, skin, you, me, and slumber. i loved that. wondering why you'd doubt my wanting this everynight. sorry you didn't get to yi jiao dao tian liang, though.

by the way, if u sign in as ryanchaiweilun on blogger, password using your laptop's sign in password, you can input on this blog or create your own.

furry kisses. love you.

Ryan baby.